Re-Emerging

RE-EMERGING

Fire, light thunder,
I have lost you
My heart and soul
I have lost my fire, that special spark
my cauldron of fire is empty,
I have become a lost soul,
Wandering without destination,
I descend into the heart of darkness,
winding, down, down, down, without a staircase,
wandering voiceless,
In the dark sea of my obsessions,
I am tangled in a web,
Laced with desires body,
I follow the web to the core of entanglement
discovering the bones of my lost, forgotten,
And unlived self, that have been imprisioned
Too long in the deep forest of my winter,
The eyes of my soul have no voice,
The heart sings no more
reaching deep inside and release the
pain that has been in my heart,
The ancient primordial sounds of my soul are expressed,
I emerge from the deep forest of my winter,
releasing my heart of darkness,
I reclaim my lost self, my thunder,
holding the chalice of freedom high,
I can speak now from my heart of wisdom,
“please yourself first,
Regain your wings, become like a wild mare
and watch yourself soar.”